To a wonderful husband

while here it goes my first blog entry. If I can stop crying enough to do this, I may can finish before I go to work this morning. I could not sleep so this will be tough. James had to do a very hard thing yesterday in taking Shane our baby to the vet. James did it by himself I could not do it. James is such a wonderful husband. We had a quite evening loving our other boys. The days are numbered now. James got his work visa and passport back today so he will be leave saturday for eruope. James has worked very hard in getting everything in order before he leaves. So that I don't run into any problems. I can't love him any more than I do now He is my love and my whole world. Well I need to stop this and get to bed. I will try to up date the blog when James is traveling after I figure it out. diana